Thursday, March 24, 2016

Lunch with a friend

do you ever have one of those conversations that happens by accident but it completely makes your day? That was today. I had just a normal lunch "hey let's get together" with a friend today and we ended talking very open and honestly about what we have really been walking through. The stuff you don't tell people. Ugh..,, that sounds so grown up and dark lol. It was good. I left feeling all warm and fuzzy. I hope she did too. So now I'm on to tomorrow. Gonna challenge myself.........tomorrow I will do some form of exercise, no matter what! And I will make someone's day brighter, somehow. I will let you know how that goes 😊

Wednesday, March 16, 2016

Papillo what!?

"it's just a follow up" they say.  When you have a follow up  mammo and the tech hands you a tissue because your breast is leaking fluid all over her machine you get a feeling all is not well. That's what happened this time around. Well this is new, was my thought. So after multiple test and biopsy I am told I have an introductal papilloma.  From Dr. Internet I see the usual treatment is a lumpectomy. My surgeon assures me this is old school and that it is fine to closely monitor. Hmmmmmm..... So now I feel like a sitting duck waiting for next round.

Meanwhile I am trying to live each day to the fullest.  I tried to explain this to my husband. He said "I get it, you want to work as little as possible". Guess we need to revisit THAT conversation.  That's not what I ment. I just don't want to lay on my death bed and think about how much I wish I would have.......
Hopefully I can explain myself better.
It feels everyone around me is getting cancer. What is up with it!?